study

today very tired ar..
study for 6 hours non-stop...
from 8 to 2am...
whao...
1st time so hardworking... no choice exam...
if duno 1 topic mean dunu whole topic...
tis is de sienz part...
now having coffee break...
since i so free, so blog awhile lo... haha...
finally can go back my hometown tis week... very miss ktn... n also u all la... haiz... go back oso have to study...
i still got 1 assignment have to finish up...
stress stress stress...
tired tired tired...
stress+tired=die...
haha...
tat all i wan to write to 2day...
have to get back my table to continouos my study...
ciao...
[kelz]

Back...

hmmmm...
few day didnt blog didnt...
dunno wan to write wad la...
hmmm...
let talk about happy things...
do u guy think b4, wer ur hapiness came from??
fren?? began 18?? college life?? or others??
a lot of ppl ask them self, didnt u reli feel happy wit ur life??
actually u r... GOD had plan everything 4 u.. u should b happy... we should noe, is not easy u can come to tis world... i noe sumtime we will face sumthing hard ro hander but, try to think back, everytime u face problem, who settle it 4 u??
izzit GOD or ur fren or ur own??
juz like wad i say... GOD plan everything...
if u reli face a lot of problem, i suggest u pray more wit heart... ntg is impossible 4 GOD...
LIFE...
we should be happy n fun in tis place...
no 1 will leave behind...
LIFE alwiz Live In Full Entertaiment...
Tis is earth!! come on!! is our place to born, live, play, get wisdom< n to noe more about him!!!
he nvr left us behind... so... y we scare n unhappy???
we should b happy coz he alwiz b wit us...
every second, every minute, every hour, everyday n forever!!
i swear if u noe HIM, ur life sure full wit colourful life...

[kelz]

Old fren n New Fren

hmmm...
today i quite happy coz i manage to get back my frenship.. GOD was rite... love ur neighbour as urself... i very remember tis verse... it mean a lot to me... althought we reli cant see wad ur fren thinking about, but god will let u noe by ur feeling...
hmmm... almost important is, i d find my answer in tis life... fren... important??? ya... tat my answer...
actually, b4 i wan come to tis college, i reli cant let go my frenship u guys... JARED, JASMINE, DAVID n PIT LING... seriously... i still remember de last nitez... tat time we yc together... my feeling juz like wan cry out... leaving 1 by 1... 1st will b JARED... Matriculasi college Pahang.. 1 of my good fren n best fren... he teach me a lot about christian life... althought sumtime i dun agree wad he say, but is still very reasonable when u hear he say...
second person who leave us is PIT LING... hmmm... she de second person who leave us... Tengku Abdul Rahman College... she was a very special girl... she help me a lot n giving a lot of advise... juz like my mom... =.=" sry to say tat... haha... but, seriously, very thank a lot...
third will b me... KELVEN... i went to melakas 1st... i still remember tat time i wan leave ktn, at de bus, i reli duwan to go... but i have no choice... is my future... i reli reli reli miss u guys after i go...
den will b DAVID... TENGKU ABDUL RAHMAN COLLEGE... he is my adviser... haha...he very funny sumtimes... if his mouth start open i guess ur stomach will pain... haha... everytime go yc wit him sure got a lot of topic to say... almost more den 10 topic we can share 4 3 hours..
haha
den lastly, JASMINE.. TENGKU ABDUL RAHMAN COLLEGE... EX-HIGHERGROUND COORDINATOR... she is de most weak girl in our group... i alwiz worry about her... but i very happy tat she can become higherground coordinator n handle it so well... but now... i guess she is superwomen... haha...
tis morning my classmate gave me a book... the title of de book is 'life of the tree'... inside the book is talk about, how tree can grow n live... den suddenly i thinking back about u guys...
actually how we become best fren in short time?? n how we noe each other??
hmmm... mayb u guys read it will think about tis question too...
wad i noe is... god had set us 5 together... if we try to think it back, wad GOD has done to us??? he had given us a lot of thing...
frenship, hapiness, caring, n his healing...
we juz like a tree... tree need sunlight, water n air to live...
if this world still got sunlight, water n air, mean our frenship still in dis world...
fren 4ever..
[ KeLz [c] ]

Friend..

Y fren so imporant in tis world??
can sum1 reli tell me the answer??
hmmm... mayb so... but, izzit hard to find a true fren which is can together will u forever??
i was thinking tis problem b4...
now i reli having sum problem wit fren...
i duno how say it... but, reli stress rite now...
i got 1 fren, tat i noe him almost half year... juz bcoz of 1 word, he didnt talk to me... i duno y??
the story is, last time i went to buy sumthing... den he asking me to help me buy too... den i say ok.. "i will buy for u"... den later on, he went out to buy sumthing, den i asking him back to help me buy too...
juz 1 word he told me...
"buy urself"
ok... fine... i didnt say anything... but 1 of my fren heard tat... den my fren straight away scold him....
"people buy 4 u can la, u buy 4 people cannot 1!! wad kind of fren is u??"
after he heard tat, he didnt talk to me...
but i didnt wrong... coz i didnt say anything...
after went back hostel, he didnt talk to me, n i also malas layan him...
den after tat day, de ppl who scold my fren call me come out to yc... den i say ok.. den i say i wan to invite him... mean de ppl who get scold to come out too... but they duwan him to come along wit us...
i feel very bad when i heard tat.. but at last i oso go alone...
tat time i yc with my fren, i oso get iscold from him... he say i alwiz give my fren use...he call me do wad den i do wad... if i call him to help me to do thing, sorry la... do ur own la....
he scold me, i'm juz like a jerk...
after de yc, i went back to hostel... i was angry... but if i think back, mayb his rite... i reli is a jerk... mayb... hmmm..
on tat day, i didnt talk him almost 3 day... i was sondering, izzit good if i move to another hostel?? hmmm... mayb...
but now... i only got 2 option too choose..
1. b patient wit him...
or
2. move to another hostel...
i ask my fren about tis.. but a lot of them choose 2... call me move to another hostel..
should i reli do tat??
hmmm...
i reli hope tat i can go back to the time wit guys man... reli stress after i come to college..
Jasmine, Jared, David N Pit Ling..
reli miss u guys a lot...
u guys reli let me noe wad is fren mean all about..
reli hope can together wit u guy especially tat time we go out yc n movie...
laugh, smile, happiness, relaxing... although sumtime we will argue, but own frenship still de same...
reli hope can go back ktn to meet u guy together again...
[kelz [c] ]

Last FriDay, I noe a new fren... Her name is Christine... She such a happy girl... Alwiz make me laugh... Totally very happy when I together wit her... I very enjoy when wit her n oso vinson... we have dinner together... after dinner, we was planning to go to fun-fair to look around... hehe... coz i never been there b4... so jie wei decide to bring us go... after reach fun-fair, I was very enjoy n have a lot of fun... after tat we win a mashimaro doll... was very happy with it... after went back to hostel, I was asking her whether she wan to go cc 2moro... unbelieveable, she say yes.. den no choice... wait 4 tomoro... Saturday... she came to find me to cc... but we went to breakfast 1st... after finish gaming, we went back to hostel, i was decided to accompany her back to hostel...but she say wan go to my hostel... tat time reli blur... i straight away say ok... i spend a lot of good time wit her tat day... but unluckily, my feeling to her drop into deep sea.. I duno y... juz like.. hmmm... mayb can say i fall in love wit her?? after tat day, i feel reli wan to see her everytime, every hours, every minute n every seocond... i was finding a chance to tell her my feeling... but, i noe if i tell her mayb i will destroyed sumbody feeling... i noe vinson oso like her n now chasing her if i'm not mistaken... i reli hope can together wit her... but, vinson... i was thinking, if i tell her about my feeling, oso didnt wrong wad.. but...i reli scare vinson will angry... actually i'm not scare... juz, i duwan to hurt my frenship wit him... yet, we only noe each other, impossible tat we can together.. so, in tuesday, mean now... i making a big decision... i give up... i duno my decision is in good way or bad way... but i noe, in my heart... if she happy, i will too... I will pray 4 u guys.. honestly... hope u 2 can together in happy ending...

The Time With Her

Last FriDay, I noe a new fren... Her name is Christine... She such a happy girl... Alwiz make me laugh... Totally very happy when I together wit her... I very enjoy when wit her n oso vinson... we have dinner together... after dinner, we was planning to go to fun-fair to look around... hehe... coz i never been there b4... so jie wei decide to bring us go... after reach fun-fair, I was very enjoy n have a lot of fun... after tat we win a mashimaro doll... was very happy with it...

after went back to hostel, I was asking her whether she wan to go cc 2moro... unbelieveable, she say yes.. den no choice... wait 4 tomoro...

Saturday... she came to find me to cc... but we went to breakfast 1st... after finish gaming, we went back to hostel, i was decided to accompany her back to hostel...but she say wan go to my hostel... tat time reli blur... i straight away say ok... i spend a lot of good time wit her tat day... but unluckily, my feeling to her drop into deep sea.. I duno y... juz like.. hmmm... mayb can say i fall in love wit her?? after tat day, i feel reli wan to see her everytime, every hours, every minute n every seocond...
i was finding a chance to tell her my feeling... but, i noe if i tell her mayb i will destroyed sumbody feeling... i noe vinson oso like her n now chasing her if i'm not mistaken... i reli hope can together wit her... but, vinson... i was thinking, if i tell her about my feeling, oso didnt wrong wad.. but...i reli scare vinson will angry... actually i'm not scare... juz, i duwan to hurt my frenship wit him... yet, we only noe each other, impossible tat we can together..
so, in tuesday, mean now... i making a big decision... i give up... i duno my decision is in good way or bad way... but i noe, in my heart... if she happy, i will too... I will pray 4 u guys.. honestly... hope u 2 can together in happy ending...

My Life Start Here

Hmmm... A lot of ppl ask me, y ur family is buddhist n u den only 1 in de family is CHRISTIAN... I think tis question b4... Izzit true tat i'm join Christian juz 4 fun??? This question alwiz turn around my mind... But finally, i noe de answer... I'm join Christian not bcoz fun but bcoz HIM... HE make me change a lot... HE had burn my life up... HE had came to my heart... Everytime I got problem, HE the 1st person will noe n HE the 1st person who will help me... I'm very happy
tat he do tis to me... HE my everything... Actually, I got think to give up my life, but HE came to me... I can feel that, HE try to solve all my problem... Truely, without HIM, I reli cant live... HE is the person I will obey n follow HIM 4ever...

Who is HIM???
HE CHRIST... JESUS CHRIST...

May ppl in de earth will noe more about HIM